I can see it coming !

The time is near..

Yes, I have begun to sense it..

Prolonged Experiences make it clear..

My time is near..

And I dont really mind

For I Have grown so tired, just trying to be..

I need a lap to rest my head upon..

But it keeps eluding me..

I dont have the strength to put up a fight.

Resistance is not an option..

Succumbing to the devil's call, 

Seems the wisest and easiest of all..

I don't know if u see it ,

But i must concede..

I feel it coming..

This seems so real indeed!

Have so much left to do,

Some responsibilities unfulfilled..

But Tonight I want to be free  ..

In the memory of all the time that I've killed..

Time I killed with dope and caffeine..

With the conscious pursual of joblesness..

I wish to end all of it now..

To get rid of this self created mess..

The time is near ..

Hold me close dear..

'Cause whether u like it or not..

My time is near..

Neither is it a choice for me..

But the end is near..

Am sorry, I cant help folks..

The truth remains-

"My time is near.."